I think if it weren't for having a house to unpack and put away, I would have gone mad by now. The loss of Harry has hit me harder than any before him. I'm still very weepy, but better today than last week.
Chloe too has been hard hit with this loss. She still is going from room to room crying for him...as you know they were inseparable...as Harry and I were.
But, there is the house to unpack and put away, and many jobs to be done...life goes on, though painfully and reluctantly right now.
After Sidney and Ira died we got new babies very soon...they were Chloe and Harry. While they did not replace Sid and Ira (whom we still miss)...they did force us to get on with life. They demanded so much love and attention, we had to comply. That in turn, slowly helped us heal.
So yesterday, I found a ragdoll breeder just 3 hours west of us. It just happened she had new kittens. So we reserved a new little boy. Hopefully this new little guy will demand much love and attention and help all of us get on with living.
Nothing can replace the gaping hole in my heart from the loss of my sweet Harry, but Chloe and I have to find a way to stop crying all day every day, and to try and move from the profound sadness to a place where we can savor the wonderful memories of our short time with Harry. I'm hoping the distraction of a new baby will help us do that.
He is only 7 weeks old, so we can't bring him home until the end of April, but it is something to look forward to.
And here are your first photos of him


